Life oh life..

i just got a bad news from one of my best friend. she got a disease. not a flu, not a cough, something more serious, something that never cross my mind. it’s scoliosis. scoliosis is a spine disorder and in order not to make it worst she has to wear braces (nope, not in the teeth but in her body) almost all day long. the braces is something that keep her off from heavy lifting and another hard sports. are we all want to do extreme things while we’re young? this disease keeps her off from those. nope, that’s not something that i want to hear happening in my best friend’s life right now. it shatters my heart. it’s obviously not something that you expect coming from your peer, and the fact that she’s still in her early twenty. but i know, she’s a strong girl, the cheerful one, and i believe she’ll get through this.

but this situation made me remember my another best friend’s experience last year. last year one of my closest friend also got a disease, a breast-tumor. absolutely not a delightful news. the only thing that we were grateful for is that she found out early when it still a tumor and before it turned in to a cancer. she was so down, and i was so shock, i even burst in tears. i heard tumor and cancer all the time. i heard how fast they can grow and how they kill people. but i only heard of them. i never have someone in my life had them. she also the most happy person i ever met. she can always make me laugh and understand me well, she’s my best friend. but she got through that. after doing some research and ate lots of drugs that didn’t work, she got an operation. the only thing that i can do now is keep her eat healthy foods (yes, the tumor came from those bad MSG) and pray the tumor won’t go back.

i learn a lot from them. they’re two person that really close from my life. but i believe everything happens for a reason. i know this disease is only a way to make them stronger and another good things will follow. i know, i’m not in their shoes, i know nothing. i don’t know the pain, but i learn a lot from them, and i hope so do you. healthy might be the last thing in your priorities right now. i know those fast foods, cigarettes and coffee are delicious but it might kill you. slowly but surely. and there’s no guarantee those disease that came to my best friends won’t come to us. be healthy guys, there’s no use having lots of money, friends and time, but you can’t enjoy it, right? please, keep that in mind.

Happy birthday teko, tanteku tersayang…

You know I always wish you nothing but the best. :)

*sebenernya ultahnya tanggal 23 Feb, which is masih 5 menit lagi. hihihi…

this is an important year for me. i made my goal and i really-really-reeaaalllyy wish i could achieve it. *please cross your finger for me*

i can’t tell you what, but i will absolutely tell you *whoever you are who read this post* when i finally achieve it, ‘kay?

but in the meantime my schedule drives me crazy. i mean it. my college stuffs keep haunting like a grizzly bear that just wake up from a long hibernation. scary.

i even have to reduce my hedonistic time and take it as a consequence.

yep, to get your goal you must be prepared to make sacrifices.

nah. i’m babbling again.

guess it’s time to say good night. i still have quiz and assignments for this week, and yes it’ll keep continue.

good night…

and by the way, i really miss my high school fellas. since we’re already senior in our college we don’t have enough time to spent together anymore. and even if we do have some times, we never get together in a complete version. too bad. i can only wish them well. hopefully they’ll success in every good things that they do. amin. :D